Chapter 89: Doesn’t suspect anything
I was finally powerless and paralyzed, although I had expected this to happen, but everything was too sudden, so sudden that I was caught off guard.
Maybe everyone was caught off guard, Shen Chong did not expect, Chen Yanlu did not expect, but the false true son is missing, only left a letter, said: "Everything has its own fate, the fate of the heavens is difficult to do, so I am sorry for your loss."
In fact, the most pitiful or Xia Bing's parents, Xia Bing's mother cried to death, and Xia Bing's father silent tears, this took care of the first twenty years of Xia Bing's life, the man, finally could not hold back his tears, he shivered and smoked a cigarette, and then cried.
The ashes of the cigarette all fell on his pants, a nurse wanted to come in to prohibit him from smoking, and was driven out ruthlessly by Chen Yanlu.
"You two, remember to come to attend Xia Bing's funeral, right, Xia Bing is very independent, after going out, seldom give us the old couple contact, I also do not know exactly what some of her friends, when the time comes, you call on Xia Bing's friends by the way, we all come to send her off."
I nodded, tears snapping to the ground, Xia Bing the bastard, a sentence of her own life, then left so many of us behind.
Xia Bing's death certificate was easily done, for one thing, she died in the hospital, and for another, this death was already something that had been written inside the hospital's critical illness notice long ago, and the two old men didn't suspect anything.
The funeral was held at the location of the house where Xia Bing lived before, to the people, not a lot of people, I'm not too clear about how many friends Xia Bing, just on her cell phone, turned over to some phone numbers, and then one by one to call over the phone, said the matter of Xia Bing, I have some sighs of relief is that all the people inside the phone of the summer ice, all participated in this funeral.
After a simple ceremony, Xia Bing's father said a lot of words, are Xia Bing as a child some things, Xia Bing's mother has been crying rubbing Xia Bing's photo, I heart is very bad taste, the morning research Lu patted my shoulder, said: "Everything is over."
Yes, everything is over.
Time, in the blink of an eye, the past three months, these three months, I'm almost inside the dormitory, do not go out to class, and not much to go shopping, the computer and my companion, I suddenly do not want to be a detective.
Instead, I will be all the experience of this period of time, slowly, one word at a time to write out, morning research Lu will come here every day to give me food, a long time, it caused some female students side-eye, I always have to leave the dormitory, such as going out to take a shower, I heard a lot of people's cold words.
Looking at my imperfect self in the mirror, I put my head under the shower with all my might, the hot water soaking through my hair and then sliding down every inch of my body.
When I returned to the dormitory, I sat on the bed with my computer in my arms, only to find that a cup of soybean milk, as well as doughnuts and buns, had already been placed on the bedside seat.
Chen Yanlu had already come, or was it Liu Ke? Liu Ke's matter, after I knew about it that day, I never asked Chen Yanlu again, and Chen Yanlu acted as if nothing had happened, which indeed it hadn't.
How I wished that when I woke up from a sleep, all of it, was the day before I entered this school and chose this professional class, then, all of it would not have happened.
I never saw Xia Bing's parents again. During the three months, I went to put flowers on Xia Bing's grave several times. Every time I saw her grave, there were joss sticks that had just been lighted and fresh fruit tributes. It was very likely that Xia Bing's parents hadn't gone back to their hometown at all, but had been guarding this place.
This day, the sky is slightly drizzling, out of the dormitory, did not call the morning research Lu, but alone, went to the street to buy a handful of lilies, came to the Qing Shui Mausoleum.
Xia Bing's body is finally cremated, because now the city is basically cremated, earth burial can only be the countryside to conceal the burial, earth burial, I heard that the death certificate is very difficult to do.
Xia Bing's parents talk about a leaf back to the roots, want to take Xia Bing's body back to his hometown, and then find a beautiful place to be buried.
But now this world, there has long been no ancient times of those who drive the corpse, or there is, we can not find, no one dares to send a corpse in their car, I advise the old couple, Xia Bing very much like this city, let her stay here forever.
Here, many of our friends, are able to often come here to see her, if she sent back to the mountains, all year round there is no one on the incense, every day only you two old, she will certainly be lonely.
In this way, Xia Bing's ashes, stayed here, stayed in this clear water mausoleum.
I stepped on the pattering rain, into the mausoleum's door, the weather is a little cold, the beginning of autumn, some people are even wearing short sleeves, I have already put on a cotton coat.
Bypassing the neat tombstones, these graves are four square a small brick pile, urns are buried inside, neither mosquitoes bite, nor rain can erode. It is really clean, summer ice when alive love clean, dead also want to be clean …….
Walked two steps, in front, is the tombstone of Xia Bing, I came here many times, the location remember clearly.
When I looked over, I realized that in front of Xia Bing's tombstone, there was a black umbrella that was still shaking slightly.
I quickly walked over, but saw that under the umbrella there are still incense and candles burning, just lighted up soon, I was puzzled to look around, but Mei Ou see anyone's shadow.
Xia Bing's parents, came again? I squatted down the body, put the bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, sighed and said, "Xia Bing, you died easily, a sentence of things, but now it is ……"
My words cut off, because, I saw the place at the foot, there is a black wallet, I frowned will pick up the wallet, is it Xia Bing's father or mother dropped?
I do not have the phone number of Xia Bing's mom and dad, turned over the wallet, want to find inside to see if there is contact information.
An ID card, appeared in my sight.
Not Xia Bing's mom and dad's, looking at this name, I feel as if it is very familiar, I finally remembered, that day, to Xia Bing's friends on the phone call to notify them to come to participate in Xia Bing's funeral, there is a man called Zhang language.
It seems that today's incense and candles, it is Zhang Yu did.
After I put the flowers, I want to leave, but looked at the hand of the ID card, but some difficulties, ID card this thing, lost too troublesome, I hesitated, in front of Xia Bing's grave and so on, hoping that Zhang can quickly find their ID card lost, and then come here to look for.
But wait until six o'clock in the afternoon, Zhang language has not appeared, the sky is a little dark, I shivered, really can not continue to wait for a while back to go to Xia Bing's house once, rummage through her cell phone above, the Zhang language phone number.
After the death of Xia Bing, only two relatives of parents, the old two mouths are saying what also do not live in Xia Bing's house inside, said every day to look at the daughter's things, really can not accept. Therefore, the key to the house of Xia Bing stayed in my place.
After coming to the neighborhood, I again can not help but ring the first day and the morning research Lu came to the summer ice home situation, that time we are in the yard inside the filming of ghosts, summer ice by the morning research Lu fascination ……
Opened the door of the room, the cold house inside exudes a musty smell, the smell, not the kind of moldy smell of things rotting, but a long time without life, exudes a kind of natural smell.
I put incense on Xia Bing's photo, and then took out my cell phone from the small box in front of her photo, charged it and turned it on.
If it were any other dead person's house, I would never dare to go in, but this is Xia Bing's house, she won't harm me, and last time she wanted to kill me, it was the nature of the soul that made her do it, and it might be even more outrageous if my seven souls were dispersed.
Open the cell phone, but a series of text message alerts, and even voice messages.
I looked at the name on it.
Zhang Yu ……
Repeatedly appearing for I don't know how many times, I subconsciously clicked on the content of the first text message.
"Xia Bing, I didn't expect that when I saw you again, it would be such a scene …… I listened to your friends and said what happened to you, but how could I not believe that you would just die so suddenly …… "
This is the first text message, I can not help but want to read the following content, Zhang language seems to be not simply as a friend of the identity of the identity of the summer ice to go to the incense, he should be like the summer ice, right?
There are too many people chasing after Xia Bing, in the past, Xia Bing always told me, but after that, he himself was bored and then stopped talking, I shook my head, knowing that it was wrong to look at Xia Bing's secret.
I gave Xia Bing another incense stick, then took my phone and waved it in front of her last picture and said, "I didn't do it on purpose ah, but if I didn't come here, I wouldn't have known that there was such a person who was silently fond of you.
There are so many people chasing you, but I think, sincerely, how is it that there is only one? You're here, I'll show you the text messages together, you always used to show me the text messages anyway, and then you said every time that those men were no good."
I said to myself as if it was as if Xia Bing could actually hear what I was saying, although, I knew that she had already gone out of her mind.
Opening the second text message, it was a voicemail.
Slightly hoarse male voice, thought, "Xia Bing, in the blink of an eye, I know you, it has been fourteen years, I still remember fourteen years you said, everyone has a seven-year itch, if you want to chase me, first like enough for me to fourteen years, not be able to talk about a girlfriend, and then fourteen years later, I promised you to give you a chance to chase me ……"
The voice paused slightly, then continued to ring, but which brought a little choking: "Fourteen years have passed, I came back to find you, but why did you leave just like that ……"
The second text message ended here, the corners of my eyes had already hung tears, Zhang Yu, the original Xia Bing side, there is such a man?
I immediately stopped myself from prying into the next text message, I'm not qualified to read the text message he sent to Xia Bing anymore.
Between the lines and the voice, I heard the man's love for Xia Bing, and sadness, wrote down his phone number, I put the phone back into the box of Xia Bing's belongings, and then left the neighborhood.
The moonlight hit my face as I called Zhang Yu's phone.