Chapter 88: makes me freeze
"Homi?" Chen Yanlu's voice that suddenly appeared made me froze and turned back, but I saw Chen Yanlu was holding a white lantern looking at me suspiciously.
"He can't see me, after you leave, I'll follow Chen Yanlu back and be with him, Homi, you're my best friend, so go to hell, okay?" Xia Bing said as she looked at me with a pleading face, a weird aura in her eyes.
I shivered, but in my heart I couldn't help but think of the fact that if Xia Bing could really live, her mom and dad would definitely be able to pull themselves together, and also, Chen Yanlu would not be waiting for me all the time in the future, the best of both worlds, not only could it consummate the friendship between Xia Bing and me, but also allow Chen Yanlu to be relieved from the head ……
I hesitated, that's right, I hesitated, do I want to die, I died as if all the people will be happy.
I nodded, said, "good, I promise you."
Xia Bing smiled and said, "I knew it, you are still my good sister. I will definitely live a good life, don't worry."
I nodded and said, "Then you come in first and come in, after you come in, only then will Morning Research Dew be able to continue to go to your soul ……"
Xia Bing suddenly changed her color, looked at me with a hateful face and said, "No! You want to lie to me, after I go in, what if you don't go to death?"
I had some chills in my heart, looking at Xia Bing's twisted face. Chen Yanlu suddenly approached my side and said, "Homi, what's wrong with you? It feels as if you're out of sorts?"
Chen Yanlu's concern caused another pain in my heart as Xia Bing looked at me with a fierce smile and said, "You really are trying to trick me, so go ahead and blame yourself." As Xia Bing said that, she suddenly took a bite on top of her arm, and a large piece of skin and flesh was directly torn off by her, and then chewed on it.
My scalp numb, stumbled back a few steps, Xia Bing's body suddenly illusory a few points, the place where the wound is a green mist, and there is not a trace of blood outflow. Xia Bing continued to tear at his arm while looking at me with a fierce smile.
I collapsed on the ground, then cried, "Xia Bing, why are you doing this, your parents and other friends, do you not care?"
Chen Yanlu suddenly changed her face greatly, then looked dead at the location of Xia Bing that my gaze was on, and said with a somewhat chilling voice, "You saw her?"
I nodded with a pale face, Xia Bing is still gnawing on his hand, even I saw a trace of white bone, but there is no blood, as if the skeleton wrapped on top of another meat.
Chen Yanlu could not see Xia Bing, also do not know what happened, but said, "Xia Bing, you are here?"
Xia Bing didn't pay attention to Chen Ranlu, however, the body trembled slightly, I immediately shouted, "Xia Bing, if you die, you will really never be able to be with Chen Ranlu, and you have to look at him lonely for life because of me, why don't you just come alive and snatch Chen Ranlu away from me?"
Chen Yanlu fell silent all of a sudden, Xia Bing slowly raised her head, then looked at me expressionlessly and said, "If you don't die, Chen Yanlu won't fall in love with me, so what's the point of me living?"
I shivered for a while, I didn't think that the Xia Bing inside the usual, but actually to the morning research Lu love so deep. Chen Ranlu suddenly said, "Xia Bing are you here?"
Xia Bing did not speak, but I looked at her face changed two points again, I looked at Xia Bing, said to the morning research dew: "She is not willing to come out, also do not want you to see her ……"
Xia Bing suddenly shouted, "Homi you shut up."
I laughed miserably and looked at Chen Yanlu, and drew out a thin fountain pen from my bosom.
Chen Yanlu's face changed and said, "Homi what are you going to do?"
I said with a somewhat dry voice, "You have to be good with Xia Bing in the future." Then fiercely drew out the pen's cap, and stabbed down towards his heart, only to hear Chen Yanlu's face shouting no in horror, then a stabbing pain came from the place of his chest.
Before passing out, Xia Bing's face suddenly became miserable, then murmured, "Why? Why do you want to die?"
With that, it turned into a faint red mist and dissipated.
When I woke up, I found myself lying in the middle of a white room, I laughed bitterly, "Every time I woke up, I was in the hospital, could it be that there are hospitals in the netherworld as well?"
The position of my chest was suddenly in pain, I lightly grunted twice, covered my chest with a pale face, and laughed to myself, "It still hurts when you're dead?"
"Of course it doesn't hurt when you're dead, but you're not dead now, so it's okay if it hurts twice more."
I froze and looked at Summer Ice standing beside myself, who looked at me with a guilty face and said, "I'm sorry, Homie. I didn't realize I had caused you so much hurt."
I shook my head and said, "I'm fine, am I not dead? You're finally awake, by the way, how did you recover?"
As I said that, I reached out to pull Xia Bing, but I didn't expect my hand to go straight through Xia Bing's body.
I had some coldness behind me and looked at Xia Bing with trembling, saying, "What's going on here?"
Xia Bing smiled and said, "I'm not a human being, you can't touch me."
I looked at Xia Bing's body blankly and said, "Then you are Xia Bing's soul? Which spirit are you?"
Xia Bing shook her head and said, "Homi, thank you, I know that your affection for me is real, at the same time, Chen Yanlu likes you like this way must have his own reasons, I can never be the woman next to Chen Yanlu's shoulder, moreover, if Chen Yanlu doesn't like you anymore, maybe he won't be Chen Yanlu."
"And maybe I wouldn't like him anymore, don't you think?"
I was a bit confused, looked at Xia Bing, shook my head, and said, "Which spirit are you?" Saying that, I quickly touched that jade pendant from my body, then looked at Xia Bing and said, "Since you know that I'm not cheating on you, then come back ah, so that we can save your life, and you can continue to like Chen Yanlu, and then go after him, and I definitely won't bother you guys."
Xia Bing, however, shook her head and said, "Homi, I really fantasize about the years I spent playing with you, but, I really have to leave."
"No!" I interrupted Xia Bing and said, "If you don't want to leave yourself, who can make you leave."
I finally understood which part of the soul this Xia Bing in front of me was, she was a human soul, Xia Bing's human soul.
Now Xia Bing does not want to live over, we are really no way to save her, even the false true son said, the human soul dominates the life and death of an individual, the living want to commit suicide can not be stopped, let alone people who are already dying?
I looked at Xia Bing with a pale face and said: "Are you crazy, you live well, why do you want to die?"
Xia Bing smiled and said, "This is all life, my life, I can't escape, you and Chen Yanlu, must escape far away, don't ever stay in this place, this place, too many things that make people afraid."
I subconsciously ignored what Xia Bing said later, anxiously trying to grab Xia Bing's hand, but every time, my hands passed directly between Xia Bing's hands, and Xia Bing's body suddenly faded, then slowly disappeared.
"Homi, you must remember, don't stay in this place, this place, again, let the ghosts all feel fearful of things ……"
Words fade away, Xia Bing completely disappeared in front of my eyes, my heart inexplicably a pain, and then the hand of the jade pendant, suddenly split in pieces up, three Xia Bing, respectively, presenting different colors, floating in front of my eyes.
My whole person sank at once. Deadly looking at the summer ice, they smiled at me, and then their bodies dissipated all of a sudden.
I collapsed on the bed, the jade pendant in my hand powerlessly scattered on top of the bed sheet, tears could not help but slide down from the corner of my eyes drop by drop, Xia Bing died, Xia Bing really died, she chose to go to death on her own, why, why is it like this, Xia Bing ……
I disheveled and looked at my own hand, just at this time, squeak, the door wanted to, Chen Yanlu walked in, then looked at me, surprised, said, "Homi!"
Then quickly ran to my bedside, touched my forehead and said, "You scared me to death, how did you suddenly stab yourself? It's good that the wound wasn't much deeper, the doctor said that in a centimeter more, you'd be done for."
Chen Yanlu said reproachfully while looking at me with concern and said, "What happened to you, quickly tell me, what exactly did Xia Bing say to you, and what did you see?"
I shook my head and shrunk back inside the quilt, my voice was dry as I said, "Chen Yanlu, you go out, I want to be quiet."
Chen Yanlu froze, then smiled gently and said, "Okay, I'll go out, call me if you have something, it's 11 o'clock now, we still have to find Xia Bing's soul at night, don't oversleep."
I pursed my lips, tears slipped down from the corner of my eyes again, and said, "There's no need to go, Xia Bing won't come back."
Chen Yanlu frowned and said, "Homi, what's wrong with you? Didn't we already find Xia Bing's soul? There are still four days left, the other souls will surely be able to retrieve them quickly, and as long as we find the living soul, we will be able to save Xia Bing directly."
I shook my head and said, "Xia Bing came to me just now."
Chen Yanlu suddenly fell silent all of a sudden, I pointed to the pieces of jade pendant in front of me, and said, "She said that she was going to die, that it was fate, and that it was difficult for heaven's destiny to be fulfilled, so she died, and her soul, too, dispersed."
Chen Yanlu sat down beside me in silence, never uttering a word again, but silently picking up the jade pendants.
I said in a shy voice, "You go out, let me be alone.
Chen Yanlu walked out, I hid inside the quilt and cried hard, crying at the corner of the eye has no more tears, Xia Bing and I have how many years of friendship, I can not remember.
But since the memory of the time, and summer ice relationship is never bad, she is more beautiful than me, people are also more gentle than me, but also more capable than me, but I do not know why, she is always willing to be friends with me.
I cried and said, "Xia Bing, you bastard, say you want to die and go you, when you want me to die, I still hesitate for a long time."
"So you're still not as serious as me."
"Xia Bing!" I shouted.
But the inside of the ward was empty, no one appeared at all, banging the door, Chen Yanlu rushed in with an anxious face and said, "What's wrong Homi, I heard your voice?"
I closed my eyes and said, "Nothing happened."
What was just there was an illusion, an illusion I gave myself.
Xia Bing herself chose to have her soul dispersed, otherwise, her living soul wouldn't have dispersed, she had no way to reincarnate.
We had already taken her spirit, and made it into a guiding lamp, I never thought that Xia Bing would not want to live on her own, and that she would take the initiative to find me, and give me a goodbye.
At that time on that road, what exactly happened, why did Xia Bing suddenly have a drastic change in temperament?
I couldn't afford to think about this anymore, and I didn't want to go find Hai Mei, and even more so, I didn't want to go inside that courtyard.
Chen Yanlu did not go out, but sat next to me, just at this time, the door of the room, again was pushed open, came in but Shen Chong.
My heart immediately appeared a trace of bad premonition, Shen Chong's face, a little sullen, and then said, "Xia Bing stopped breathing."