Chapter 10: Desire to Hate
Old frustrated Huang Yingxing forcefully finished the last puff of the cigarette in his hand, and then threw the cigarette butt into an empty beer bottle, and then opened the computer's notepad, today is a very important day for him, and he has to record his current mood.
There is no other reason, because Qian Manman promised him to go to a room tonight request, in fact, he is on the sex, there is not too much knowledge and requirements, as if the adolescent restlessness in his this does not exist, the standard of the current losers when the game and the island action movies, for the love of the game old frustration is obviously not very obsessed with the game, at least he believes that all day long to indulge in the virtual world is a very shameful thing, as for the island action movies he thinks it is very Disgusting, right very disgusting, this is contrary to his twenty years of moral education, even this time he has a hint of being reluctant, in his plan, the best things should be saved for the happiest time to enjoy.
Since forcing Qian Manman to be his girlfriend, the old frustrated man is sincerely treating her as a girlfriend, accompanying her shopping, going to the library, buying late-night snacks, taking walks, telling jokes to her, all the things that normal couples do he tries his best, but the result is not as good as he would like to be, although Qian Manman is also cooperating with him but there is always a kind of reluctance to do so, which makes him very annoyed.
He couldn't figure out where he was doing wrong, and after thinking about it, he could only attribute it to the fact that he was poor.
He wanted to change this state, he wanted to Qian Manman sincerely do his girlfriend instead of relying on the brat to threaten, he looked up a lot of information on the Internet, especially some couples get along with the psychology of the book, which has a lot of contact with women to increase the feelings of the example, such as, hugging, kissing, and SEX.
So, after every date old frustrated will take the opportunity to hug her, embrace her waist, but to go further but it is very difficult, he threatened many times QianManMan before agreeing to him to kiss her face instead of lips, but he is not in a hurry, because he believes that he can be sincere with sincere sensitization of QianManMan's, and he still have a lot of time.
And this time, he asked to open a room with Qian Manman but it was just an accidental reason, two days ago he joined a chat room for emotional counseling, asked them for advice on how to go further with his girlfriend and briefly introduced their situation, of course he didn't say the reason for the brat.
In fact, the old frustrated do not know is that the chat room has long existed in name only, but also in the people there are not every day up to molest the girl's stingy uncle is jacked up to a face of morbidity but also every day before going to bed to visit the old master of the geeks, so to give him the idea is that, on the her, the beautiful name of the conquest in bed.
This result let him some heart but no action, really let him make up his mind is his high school classmates, the old frustrated in high school is the whole school Wen Ming's loser man, graduated from the high school is only in the high school QQ group is also a member of the dive army, but the other day he was in the group high-profile up, but also said that he chased the goddess, and by the way, but also sent a lot of photographs.
Knowing the nature of his high school classmates certainly did not believe, so in a few of the uproar to come up with evidence or else it is bragging, photos, online casually down there.
This result makes the old frustrated anxious, and asked how to believe, his gang of classmates said room, as long as his girlfriend is willing to room and upload a photo they believe, so the old frustrated agreed, he wants to let those who look down on him to see, in the end, who is the winner in life.
After finishing his diary, Old Frustrated looked at the time, almost seven o'clock, now go out for a meal, it's almost time, so he got up and left, only what he didn't realize was that his computer, which had already been switched off, turned on by itself again.
Qian Manman deliberately dressed up today, appearing more charming than usual more attractive, even those patrolling security guards can not help but stare at her, in and out of the students are even pointing at her, the goddess of the charm can be seen.
But she does not care, she cares about Tang Xue Ru, now she relies on only Tang Xue Ru alone, today she can not escape also depends on Tang Xue Ru's operation.
In the back door and the old frustrated after the meeting of the old frustrated rare taxi to go to a kind of mid-range restaurant to eat, of course, for the old frustrated to such a restaurant he is still the first time to come.
Today's Qian Manman also did not behave with obedience, not only take the initiative to hold the old man's hand, when ordering food, but also as much as possible to point out some couples dishes, do not leave traces of praise is to let the old frustrated smile, was Qian Manman even fooled a few bottles of beer, so that the old man who is not good at drinking a little bit floating.
Then it is according to the process to go to the hotel room, this time to find a hotel old frustrated also generous a time, looking for a more famous here, "This is good, easier to find." Qian Manman thus thought, and then found an opportunity to send out the address.
In the room, in order to delay the time Qian Manman also pretended to talk to the old frustrated ten minutes of heart, said before how their own how, and now it is completely let go, and finally smiled and pushed him into the bathroom, so that he went to take a shower, so obvious changes old frustrated even to ignore, really think that Qian Manman was conquered by their own, the old frustrated into the bathroom after Qian Manman immediately showed a nausea to death expression, if it is not to be careful point estimate must first go to vomit for a while, and then pressed the button in the pocket.
Ten minutes later, the old frustration around the towel out of the money Manman is fuming Manman's pounced on the bed, money Manman endure nausea while and his play, a variety of desire to refuse to welcome, while broadcasting the quilt ready to call.
Not ten seconds, Qian Manman heard the sound of smashing the door, the old frustrated face got up and ready to check, but just got up the door was kicked open, a group of people without saying hands to beat people, but also said: "My goddess you also dare to go on, looking for death!" "Swear to protect the innocence of the goddess!" If the language is more rude, it is a typical fairy jump.
Then Qian Man Man was scared and cried, so scared that she didn't know what to do, and even though the old frustrated man was weak, he was knocked to the ground in the next second, and watched Qian Man Man being taken away by them.
In the back alley of the hotel, Tang Xueru took out a stack of Mao Grandpa from her wallet and gave it to a person in front of her, next to Qian Manman's tears have not been wiped dry.
After paying the money, Tang Xueru took Qian Manman to the outskirts of F city, she has thought about it, the weekend will not return to school, go to the heart, she can see that the shadow of Qian Manman's heart is still very heavy, not to solve this matter completely for fear of peace of mind.
And still in the hotel of the old frustrated on the miserable, their own body not to mention injuries, the hotel people also want him to compensate for being kicked out of the door, he could not argue, anyway, the hotel on the two attitudes of money or alarm, the old frustrated to know in this kind of place into the bureau is what the consequences of the only bite the bullet and go to the borrowing of money to pay for the money.
Fee for half a day easily borrow enough money for compensation, the old man just remembered to give money Manman call, but unexpectedly is off, this time to calm down to think about, the old man has a bad feeling, so he rushed back to the dormitory.
Old frustrated dormitory is a little dark, and he does not like too bright lights, a back to the dormitory, he opened the closet, moved out of an incense burner and a statue of God, but the statue of God is actually a weasel.
Numbly and familiarly, he put on the tribute, lit the incense, and then recited the incantation, after which a ball of black gas appeared in his dormitory.
"Blast!" The old frustrated sword pointed a finger, the black gas immediately disappeared, after a full half an hour later that black gas only answered the dormitory, but the old frustrated at this time but the face is pale, eyes deep all disappointment, as well as a trace of madness, half an hour only to come back, that means that Qian Manman away from him at least fifty kilometers away, this distance he can no longer control, if Qian Manman want to go then he simply can't stop it, and combined with all the things that have happened before, this It goes without saying that this is all by design.
The old frustrated never thought Qian Manman would have such a deep heart, according to his understanding, Qian Manman is a very kind person, but why would she do this? Old frustration is very angry, honest people are very betrayal, let alone make him so wretched, maybe not two days, the school is everywhere in his rumors, those good people will be very carefully portrayed his wretchedness, no, absolutely can not be like this, must change this situation, Qian Manman must be his, no one can take it away, or else he will have to be whoever dies.
Squeezing the rags in his hand, Old Frustrated made up his mind.