Chapter 96: The heart, however, was still disturbed to the core
Empty land, looking at this empty land, my entire being felt like it had been emptied.
None of the original street, the bar, and the trees that I remembered existed. It was like a bubble.
Broken, everything was gone.
For a few days afterward, I was like a madman, running through the streets and alleys of the city, looking for all the things I remembered.
Only to find that there were original streets that had disappeared and business as usual, all of which seemed to overlap with my dream. Then all imperfections were eliminated, and any negative memories all completely disappeared.
Unwillingly, I found Shen Chong and started to look up Zhang Yu as a person. Shen Chong's relationship vein was particularly wide, and it took a day to find out all the information I wanted.
Zhang Yu, a native of Xining, Qinghai, born in 1990, was robbed by kidnappers in 2000 and then had his ticket torn up.
So, Zhang Yu, has been dead for fourteen years.
Godless lying on the bed in the dormitory, looking at the wooden planks of the upper bunk, my mind is all blank.
What is a memory, what is a dream, what is the difference between a ghost and a human being.
Zhang Yu has been dead for fourteen years, if he is a ghost, shouldn't he keep the same appearance he had at the time of his death, how can I explain this appearance now?
Perhaps, from the beginning is my own ideas are constrained, Zhang language after death, know the difference between human and ghost, do not dare to come to find Xia Bing.
But retained that year that cell phone number, waiting for one day, that phone number rings.
But the moment it rang, it was me who informed Zhang that Xia Bing was dead.
No wonder the beginning of the appearance of the Zhang language, is that I have no way to see through, but vaguely with the feeling of sadness.
Everything inside the bar, is a very simple ghosts, only I and morning research dew is the authorities, there is no way to see clearly.
New wine and old dreams, or re-live another seven years. Without realizing it, I've already taken the pill of regret once, and I've also been given the opportunity to do so.
Inside the dream, doesn't everything change? I married Chen Yanlu, Zhang Yu and Xia Bing together ……
Came to Xia Bing's grave, but there is another incense just lighted soon, my heart twilight a burst of relaxation, regardless of the existence of Zhang language, but there is always someone, or remember Xia Bing.
I touched the belly, told Xia Bing, now still someone with you, you are actually the happiest one.
Chen Yanlu quietly hugged me from behind, I sighed and said, "Chen Yanlu, I don't want this child."
Chen Yanlu stiffened for a moment, then nodded.
Even though countless people go through abortions every day, when it was my turn, the feeling was really unspeakable.
Things were indeed a bit ridiculous ah, after the abortion was over, my entire body felt like it was off the hook.
My body was so weak that I didn't even have the strength to drink water.
Chen Yanlu was still around to take care of me, I am familiar with Chen Yanlu, not only these seven years of memories, but also those seven years, the two of us every delicate and subtle moments.
I asked Chen Yanlu if he blamed me for this decision, he shook his head and said, "Who can say what happens inside a dream."
I took a deep breath and hugged Chen Yanlu's neck as I sobbed slightly.
He patted my back to comfort me not to cry, everything is with him.
Sick bed lying on top of the seven or eight days of time, the school did not go, the class teacher sent a text message and phone call I did not return, did not pick up.
Chen Yanlu accompanied me every day, I found his eyes, even when black, but also has a god.
I touched the corner of his mouth and murmured, "Should we go find Pei Lao once more, to see if he has the means to help you recover once more or not."
Chen Yanlu nodded and touched my hand, saying, "Homi, if I recover, we'll get married, okay."
I forced myself to hold back the sourness in my heart and sobbed slightly.
Chen Yanlu thought she had said the wrong thing and immediately panicked, then her hands were busy and she didn't know how she should comfort me.
I let out a giggle and said, "You're so beautiful."
Chen Yanlu hung her head and said, "Sure enough, it's still like this."
With that, Chen Yanlu raised her head and looked at me and said, "I don't want to go to Pei Lao's place."
I asked ChenYanLu why, ChenYanLu sighed softly and said, "This dream is long enough, I'm too greedy, in fact, to be able to keep by your side right now, it's already enough."
Chen Yanlu paused and continued, "This period of experience down, see so many ghosts, a little supernatural power can still protect you. If you get no more, maybe in case something happens?"
I shook my head, firmly looked at Chen Yanlu and said, "No, you always go home, is it possible that besides me, you no longer need to see other people with your true colors?"
Chen Yanlu was silent, his silence touched the softest place in my heart.
Seven years inside the dream, Chen Yanlu was always this silent, I looked at him compassionately, and said softly, "You recovered, we will find a small place, and then get married."
Chen Yanlu raised his head violently and said with an unbelievable face, "Homi you're not joking?"
He giggled at that, then muttered, "Homi never jokes."
I pounded his shoulder and said, "Still going to Pelao's or not?"
Chen Yanyulu's face was on the verge of breaking into a grin, and he nodded his head stupidly.
When I came to the laboratory, the institute's building was still the same old look. Pei Lao gave Morning Research Dew such an expensive car, how come he didn't take care of his shack properly.
I muttered a bit as I looked at the rusting gate.
With a faint smile, Chen Yanlu pulled me inside.
Hiddenly protecting me behind her, at this time, it seemed like I was getting back the feeling I had when I was in school, when Chen Yanlu protected me behind her, in her arms.
Even more firmly I as long as I help Chen Yanlu recover after, and he will live in seclusion of the year.
After entering the iron gate, Chen Yanlu's footsteps suddenly slowed down. I also noticed something abnormal.
Pei Lao's institute, I've come quite a few times, and Chen Yanlu has stayed here longer than me, he's in this state now.
It was obvious that he had discovered that there was something wrong.
Where exactly, I am not able to describe it, in short, quiet, quiet weird.
There was even a strange smell of biochemical potion.
There was a puffing sound from under my feet.
I jumped to Chen Yanlu's body in a flash, Chen Yanlu violently hugged me to put me behind, and then looked at the position where I was standing just now with a deadpan look.
Only at this time did I see clearly that I had just stepped on a snail.
But then my heart hung in the air.
That snail that had obviously been trampled into mush by me actually struggled and climbed up from the ground again, its slimy body seemed to be tearing and rattling.
I grabbed Chen Yanlu's shoulder in a death grip, my nails sinking inside Chen Yanlu's flesh.
Chen Yanlu went up and forcefully stomped the snail into the dirt with her foot, and drilled it twice.
I nervously asked Chen Yanlu Pei Lao will not have an accident, right.
Morning research dew obvious face some uneasy said: "not too clear, but here and when I left, indeed change a lot. And ……"
Before Chen Ran Lu finished her words, suddenly a black shadow violently fell down from the upper floors of the institute.
It landed directly in front of me and Morning Research Dew's eyes.
The black shadow only flashed for an instant, then violently turned into a black light and disappeared in front of Chen Yuanlu and me.
Chen Yuanlu wanted to chase after him, but stopped again because I was still on top of him.
The two of us looked back towards the first floor of the institute's doors as Chen Yanlu pulled me slowly backward to the car.
After getting in the car I looked nervously at Chen Yen-Lu and said, "You're not going to go in and take a look?"
Chen Ran Lu said with a grave expression, "Pei Lao reminded me before, if I find something wrong with the research institute after I come back, don't go in, and make sure to avoid it as fast as possible."
Taking one last look at the institute's building, a faint uneasiness welled up in her heart.
That black shadow just now, and those red eyes gave my entire body goosebumps.
Some people say that goosebumps only appear when emotions and spirits resonate, and those eyes, they seemed to be the same as Morning Research Dew's.
I subconsciously looked at Chen Yanlu, he was still stepping on the gas at this time, while saying to me, "My home is inside the mountain? Go to your home to avoid it during this time?"
I nodded and answered that it was no problem.
Pei Lao definitely had an accident, but Chen Yanlu shouldn't be in trouble, otherwise he wouldn't have said to go to my house to take shelter.
It was too late to leave today, so Chen Yanlu and I returned to where we lived. After I had a miscarriage, I didn't go back to school, so Chen Yanlu found a house, and we've been living there for a while.
Chen Yanlu was very uneasy, and his face even gradually pale.
I anxiously asked him if there was anything wrong, he withered on the bed and said there should be no problem.
I immediately went to the kitchen to Chen Ranlu stewed a pot of chicken soup, I miscarried this time, Chen Ranlu in the home prepared a lot of old hen, all slaughtered and frozen in the refrigerator, directly out of the spices put stewed on it.
Chen Yanlu didn't eat anything, just drank two bowls of chicken soup and drifted off to sleep.
I was tense in my heart, but still didn't resist the sleepiness coming from my eyelids.
I was surprised, I'm not that careless, the window is something that must be closed every day, and Chen Yanlu is in such poor health now, how could I forget to close the window?
After re-closing the window, I was a little hungry, and went to the kitchen to look for something to eat, only to find that the pot of chicken soup from last night, had disappeared.
All that was left in it was a whole chicken rack.
I was shocked and searched back and forth in the house, but there was nothing wrong anywhere else.
It is impossible to get a burglar in the house, our security doors, are triple locks, and there are alarm measures, strong damage, then immediately will be networked alarm.
The key is only for me and Chen Ranlu, it's impossible for anyone else to come in.
And here is a fourteen-story building, although the morning window inexplicably open, but also absolutely impossible to have a thief, able to climb in from outside the window, unless, he is the reincarnation of Spider-Man, or is really Spider-Man.
I can only sigh, maybe the house into the mouse, but I know myself, there can not be so big mouse, able to eat the whole chicken at once. And drink the soup, leaving only the bones behind.
Re-took out the chicken again from inside the refrigerator, as well as other herbs, and slowly simmered it over a gentle fire. The soup was just ready when Morning Research Dew woke up.
But my heart is uneasy, last night's things, can not be so simple, I'm afraid into the morning Yanlu worried, so did not say it.
Chen Ranlu is like a roundworm inside my body, it is not easy to hide from Chen Ranlu. But after he woke up, his mental state was not very good, ate something and fell asleep again.
Today there is no way to go, Chen Yanlu a big man, I have no way to carry him, and the two of us have to go must book a ticket, he is not to mention this appearance on the plane, even into the airport when I am afraid that they will be stopped.
Thinking hard with no result, I decided not to sleep tonight, to find out what happened in the end.
Stayed inside the home for a day, I guarded the morning research dew, myself in the play hand.
Also do not know the time, finally can not help sleepy, confused and closed his eyes, but was awakened by a sparse ringing.
I was immediately tightened in my heart, did not dare to breathe atmospherically, slowly opened a slit eye, but saw a black shadow, is morning research dew's stomach lying on the ground.
I almost did not directly bite my tongue off, this is a monster, all over the body seems to be flooded with blood. I lay dead on the bed, not daring to make any more movements.
After lying on its back for a while, that monster slid off of Chen Yanlu's stomach, and the door to our room opened.
It was only at this time that I felt, again, a slightly cool breeze at the back of my head, and twisted my head to look, the window, wide open. Moonlight seeped in.
I looked at the door of the room with a pale face, that monster, what is it? I couldn't suppress the terrifying thought in my mind, could it be the black shadow that jumped down from the upper floors of the institute?
Just at this time, I heard a pinging sound and immediately tensed up.
The chicken from yesterday, I'm afraid it was eaten by this thing.
I didn't dare to look, so I could only lie down on the bed and resume that movement from earlier.
Just when I was about to go numb in my legs and feet, finally, the sound of the door of the room opening and closing sounded again, this time I didn't dare to open my eyes, but there was a slippery and cold hand that seemed to caress my face. A cold sweat was all over my body.
When that feeling disappeared, I quietly opened a thin slit-like eye, there were only two people inside the room, Yue and I. That monster, left.
The fear in my heart had reached the extreme, it was still one o'clock in the evening, I immediately got up and closed the window, took out all the anti-burglary tools in the house, as well as steel pipes, for fear that the monster would come back.
The next few hours, no more abnormal.
Chen Yanlu woke up the next day in a much better state of mind.
I went to get him food, said with me, I find an excuse to put off. This time he didn't refuse, and I noticed that his cheeks had shaved a bit, as if they had sunk in, and I exited the bedroom uneasily.
Sure enough, the inside of the kitchen was rummaged through again, and after stuffing that chicken skeleton into the trash, I panicked and cleaned up the kitchen, then made food for Chen Yanlu.
Chen Yanlu looked at my demeanor was a bit wrong, asked me what was wrong. I didn't dare to tell Chen Yanlu what happened yesterday, especially that monster lying on his stomach, I'm already sure, that thing, is the monster that jumped down from above the institute.
I can't imagine that one day I will still be haunted by a ghost, is it true that evil things will eventually be collected by ghosts?
I immediately booked a flight ticket to my hometown of Chengdu, the luggage is not packed, will take Chen Yanlu back to his hometown.
Chen Yanlu said with a sigh that it is not the right time to be sick, if my mother saw me bring a sickly boyfriend back, will not we both be thrown out.
I said, how can it be, my mom must be heartbroken that you are not in a hurry, every day to guard the market hen, catch back to give you stewed soup.
Chen Yanlu was amused by what I said, then frowned and asked me how long I could stay, I said uncertainly, "Who knows, if you like it there, it's okay for us to stay all the time."
Morning Glory nodded and said, "Thank you, Homie."
I gently leaned my head against Chen Yanyulu's arms and said, "You're being silly, I've promised to be willing to marry you, and you're still deliberately making fun of me?"
Chen Yanlu giggled and her face flushed.
Airplane with too many things trouble, but my hometown in the county, buy things and inconvenient, Chen Yanlu suggested that I pack and mail.
I immediately dialed the phone number of the courier, and then all the things, all stuffed into two huge suitcases.
The courier fee is not expensive, but bite the bullet and admit it, who let me get into this damn thing?
When I came to the airport, my heart finally settled down some, morning research Lu's body is not good, I as far as possible mixed with him to walk. A skinny girl mixed with a taller one and a half head of the man walking, and attracted a lot of people's side eyes.
Taking advantage of the time to send ChenYanLu hanging his head, I sent a text message to mom, let her make preparations to meet me and ChenYanLu.
Mom seems to be in a very good mood, she is aware of the morning research Lu, just as that dream inside, she once also advised me and morning research Lu to fall in love.
On top of the airplane, I duh uneasy look at the cell phone, time a little by little, soon came to twelve o'clock in the night.
Today, that monster can't find me and Chen Yanlu, what will happen?
I breathed a sigh of relief and looked at the night sky outside the airplane, but my heart was still disturbed to the extreme.